You are all this to me
You’re the remembrances that initiate
each morning,
the termination
to each day.
You are the moon
that brighten my every night, and
everything I articulate.
You’re the dimple in my cheek, and
ever constant tangle surrounded by
My soul,
My love,
My heart
My friend,
My shoulder, to incline on.
You’re my impractical, established, compassionate,
sympathetic, intelligent and truthful guy.
the one who holds me
Compactly, and you are
the contentment in my existence.
You are all I’ve wanted to
embrace every second and minutes,
You are all I’ve desired to
lay my body subsequently to,
glancing at your consoling face
You are all I’ve yearn for in my dream,
You are all this to me.
Monday, February 23, 2009
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
10 min play
Struggle with faith
Characters:
Candy- 17 year old, that is struggling with her faith, herself and families and she’s looking for a sign and help from God.
George- 18 year old boy that has a strong faith, witch he found himself helping candy with her problems.
Pastor Rico- Pastor
Candy
(Crying)
“God where are you? Why aren’t you answering my call for help and when are you going to coming to take my painful and hurtful body away from this horrible crucified world that I’m living in? My heart is tearing apart seeing myself cry and hurting everyday, I want to be in a different place where I can be happy and never hurt.
(Sniffing her bugger back in her nose from crying)
George
“Excuse me, can I sit next to you, I’m sorry I couldn’t help it that you where sitting by yourself because you look lonely and lost in your own world at the same time”.
Candy
(Wiping her tears)
“Hi George, I haven’t seen you for the longest time of my life.
(George is waiting for candy to approve he can sit next to her)
Oh yea, you can sit next to me, I’m sorry.”
George
(Moving to the sit next to candy)
“Why are you crying? Don’t lie, I saw you wiping your tears".
(Glancing at candy)
You were crying because you had no friend and no one was sitting next to you, right.
(With excitement)
I want to tell you that you have lots of people you can talk to candy because everyone here is your families and friends, don’t forget what I had said.”
(Smiling happily)
Candy
There is a lot of things happening at home and I thought it would be nice to drop by at church because I haven’t been going to church for 3 years. I feel as if I’m losing my faith in our heavenly father and also I miss the feeling of being happy again and worshiping God and just sing out loud and proud. The feeling of being back in church make me feel as if God spirit is around me, felting me up high so I can touch the sky. I’ve been sitting in church for a bit and I felt like I belong here, to be with god this is what make me felicitous in life but the only reason that keeps me a way is Satan.”
George
“The Devil would do anything to keep you anyway from God and he will use your love one’s to keep you away from our heavenly father. Everyday in your life or anybody’s, there will always be a challenges and struggles that you have to fight through because Satan want you to suffer and to take your energy away to keep you weak”.
Candy
(Leaning forward toward George)
“I know Satan want me to think about death and suicide because he want to take my energy to be powerful but I tried not to let the happen but things just fallen apart when I stop going to church. When I realized hurting myself wasn’t helping me but torturing myself own body I new I wasn’t healthy but the things I was doing, it was what Satan wanted me to do. I’ve been cutting myself and took pills the kill myself for the last past two years so I went crazy, insane and ballistic and so my parents sent to the hospital because I couldn’t stop cutting myself. While spending most of my time in the Mental Institutions for 60 month, and all I did was look at myself in the mirrored to find what is it that I want for myself and seeing what I became, of course I was ill and insane the way I was abusing myself and hating the mirrored for looking at myself to long, for being born into this world.
George
(He quickly grabs candy hand, angrily)
“What were you thinking candy?
(Holding her hand tighter)
God gives each in everyone of us a body to take care and we shouldn’t harm our body and love it as God love us.”
(George let go her hand slowly)
“God gave us body with eyes to see, lips, teeth, and tongue to talk and eat, ears to hear, hand to write and used things for and legs to walk and run, aren’t you grateful for what you have. You think your life is so bad you just haven’t seen anything yet. Have you seen the Africans or Hmong and others suffer more then you have, they have no food nor clothes and some of them don’t have home, they make it out of card broad and thing they can find? Candy you should look around you and open your eyes wide and big to cathedra what kind of world you live in because many people would live to be in your place, where you can eat and sleep good and have family’s. Maybe your families so love you very much but you haven’t felt it or seen your family express there love for you very often, but I’ll takes time.”
Candy
“To tell you to truth, I never learn how to love myself and it’s the hardest thing in my life that I haven’t came across upon yet and this is why, because I never felt love from anyone not even my own family’s, the only I felt was the beaten from shoes, fly wiper, wires or anything they can lay there hands on. The wipe across my arms, legs and back felt with pain and grief with each punishment, witch I’m crewing for help but there was no one there to help me, not even God, when I’m begging for his glory and mercy. Maybe there’s no God and if there is a God he and Jesus they felled there job.”
(Candy holds her right hand up and look and the slicing when the other hand is on her chest).
“How can the bible say that God will always be with use but his not? is seem like God is some one, somebody just made up, so people can believe that there are such thing as God and Jesus but I don’t even know what I’m talking about I’m just conjecture because I am not sure there is a God.”
(Staring down on the floor)
“Is God air that flout around or is he human in heaven?”
(Tear dripping out her eyes, with confusion)
“I’m sorry for only thinking of myself and not others and maybe my family’s does love me like you said but I haven’t seen it because they may express it in a different way that I wouldn’t expected. Maybe to yelling or play fight shows there love for me and always looking back to pasts makes me held grudge against my family’s but I want to forgive everything and start new.”
George
“God said, you should love yourself to be love, forgive from your mistake and sin so he can forgive you and if you do not forgive yourself or others your heavenly father in heaven would not forgive you.”
Candy
“I will try my best to love and forgive myself and the past and I also want to leave everything to the past and run far away to sat myself free from my mislabel life and the chine on my feet.
I want to be strong to sit myself positive and i want to be able to go out without fears and be happy with out pain, but can I’m I able to have that strength and courage?
George
“If you are scared just prays to God, pray every morning, meals and before you go to sleep or you can always talk to him. God can’t answer you back but God is always talking through people so spread his word out to the people that need it and your wishes can’t always come right away to you because it takes years till it will get to you, maybe it’ll take one to three years or longer but you have to be patient.”
Candy
“I will remember what you had told me and know I now why God hasn’t answered me every time I had cry out for help but I God is always around and watching me ever moment and second of my life. I’m gonna sing a song today to express myself and other’s that are hurt as me. Thanks you.”
(Church is going to start to candy have a beautiful song to sing. The pastor is calling candy to come up to the stage and sing)
Pastor Rico-Candy Humming is going to sing us a song, so every one gives her a round of applause.
Candy
(Walking to the stage slowly)
“Hi, I’m going to sing a song by Steve Fee”
Your love for me is a healing comfort for me
Your grace to me is a matchless gift to me
Your power in me is a mighty river in me
At the end of the day with the setting of the sun
After all is said and done
What else can I do but bow
Cause all I really long for is you
And all I really yearn for is you
Your sovereignty is sure foundation for me
You care for is enduring peace in me
Your hope in me brings a sweet surrender to me
Characters:
Candy- 17 year old, that is struggling with her faith, herself and families and she’s looking for a sign and help from God.
George- 18 year old boy that has a strong faith, witch he found himself helping candy with her problems.
Pastor Rico- Pastor
Candy
(Crying)
“God where are you? Why aren’t you answering my call for help and when are you going to coming to take my painful and hurtful body away from this horrible crucified world that I’m living in? My heart is tearing apart seeing myself cry and hurting everyday, I want to be in a different place where I can be happy and never hurt.
(Sniffing her bugger back in her nose from crying)
George
“Excuse me, can I sit next to you, I’m sorry I couldn’t help it that you where sitting by yourself because you look lonely and lost in your own world at the same time”.
Candy
(Wiping her tears)
“Hi George, I haven’t seen you for the longest time of my life.
(George is waiting for candy to approve he can sit next to her)
Oh yea, you can sit next to me, I’m sorry.”
George
(Moving to the sit next to candy)
“Why are you crying? Don’t lie, I saw you wiping your tears".
(Glancing at candy)
You were crying because you had no friend and no one was sitting next to you, right.
(With excitement)
I want to tell you that you have lots of people you can talk to candy because everyone here is your families and friends, don’t forget what I had said.”
(Smiling happily)
Candy
There is a lot of things happening at home and I thought it would be nice to drop by at church because I haven’t been going to church for 3 years. I feel as if I’m losing my faith in our heavenly father and also I miss the feeling of being happy again and worshiping God and just sing out loud and proud. The feeling of being back in church make me feel as if God spirit is around me, felting me up high so I can touch the sky. I’ve been sitting in church for a bit and I felt like I belong here, to be with god this is what make me felicitous in life but the only reason that keeps me a way is Satan.”
George
“The Devil would do anything to keep you anyway from God and he will use your love one’s to keep you away from our heavenly father. Everyday in your life or anybody’s, there will always be a challenges and struggles that you have to fight through because Satan want you to suffer and to take your energy away to keep you weak”.
Candy
(Leaning forward toward George)
“I know Satan want me to think about death and suicide because he want to take my energy to be powerful but I tried not to let the happen but things just fallen apart when I stop going to church. When I realized hurting myself wasn’t helping me but torturing myself own body I new I wasn’t healthy but the things I was doing, it was what Satan wanted me to do. I’ve been cutting myself and took pills the kill myself for the last past two years so I went crazy, insane and ballistic and so my parents sent to the hospital because I couldn’t stop cutting myself. While spending most of my time in the Mental Institutions for 60 month, and all I did was look at myself in the mirrored to find what is it that I want for myself and seeing what I became, of course I was ill and insane the way I was abusing myself and hating the mirrored for looking at myself to long, for being born into this world.
George
(He quickly grabs candy hand, angrily)
“What were you thinking candy?
(Holding her hand tighter)
God gives each in everyone of us a body to take care and we shouldn’t harm our body and love it as God love us.”
(George let go her hand slowly)
“God gave us body with eyes to see, lips, teeth, and tongue to talk and eat, ears to hear, hand to write and used things for and legs to walk and run, aren’t you grateful for what you have. You think your life is so bad you just haven’t seen anything yet. Have you seen the Africans or Hmong and others suffer more then you have, they have no food nor clothes and some of them don’t have home, they make it out of card broad and thing they can find? Candy you should look around you and open your eyes wide and big to cathedra what kind of world you live in because many people would live to be in your place, where you can eat and sleep good and have family’s. Maybe your families so love you very much but you haven’t felt it or seen your family express there love for you very often, but I’ll takes time.”
Candy
“To tell you to truth, I never learn how to love myself and it’s the hardest thing in my life that I haven’t came across upon yet and this is why, because I never felt love from anyone not even my own family’s, the only I felt was the beaten from shoes, fly wiper, wires or anything they can lay there hands on. The wipe across my arms, legs and back felt with pain and grief with each punishment, witch I’m crewing for help but there was no one there to help me, not even God, when I’m begging for his glory and mercy. Maybe there’s no God and if there is a God he and Jesus they felled there job.”
(Candy holds her right hand up and look and the slicing when the other hand is on her chest).
“How can the bible say that God will always be with use but his not? is seem like God is some one, somebody just made up, so people can believe that there are such thing as God and Jesus but I don’t even know what I’m talking about I’m just conjecture because I am not sure there is a God.”
(Staring down on the floor)
“Is God air that flout around or is he human in heaven?”
(Tear dripping out her eyes, with confusion)
“I’m sorry for only thinking of myself and not others and maybe my family’s does love me like you said but I haven’t seen it because they may express it in a different way that I wouldn’t expected. Maybe to yelling or play fight shows there love for me and always looking back to pasts makes me held grudge against my family’s but I want to forgive everything and start new.”
George
“God said, you should love yourself to be love, forgive from your mistake and sin so he can forgive you and if you do not forgive yourself or others your heavenly father in heaven would not forgive you.”
Candy
“I will try my best to love and forgive myself and the past and I also want to leave everything to the past and run far away to sat myself free from my mislabel life and the chine on my feet.
I want to be strong to sit myself positive and i want to be able to go out without fears and be happy with out pain, but can I’m I able to have that strength and courage?
George
“If you are scared just prays to God, pray every morning, meals and before you go to sleep or you can always talk to him. God can’t answer you back but God is always talking through people so spread his word out to the people that need it and your wishes can’t always come right away to you because it takes years till it will get to you, maybe it’ll take one to three years or longer but you have to be patient.”
Candy
“I will remember what you had told me and know I now why God hasn’t answered me every time I had cry out for help but I God is always around and watching me ever moment and second of my life. I’m gonna sing a song today to express myself and other’s that are hurt as me. Thanks you.”
(Church is going to start to candy have a beautiful song to sing. The pastor is calling candy to come up to the stage and sing)
Pastor Rico-Candy Humming is going to sing us a song, so every one gives her a round of applause.
Candy
(Walking to the stage slowly)
“Hi, I’m going to sing a song by Steve Fee”
Your love for me is a healing comfort for me
Your grace to me is a matchless gift to me
Your power in me is a mighty river in me
At the end of the day with the setting of the sun
After all is said and done
What else can I do but bow
Cause all I really long for is you
And all I really yearn for is you
Your sovereignty is sure foundation for me
You care for is enduring peace in me
Your hope in me brings a sweet surrender to me
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